The candle is burning out ):
I must psycho myself not to fall sick ):

Haha hellooooooooo:D

Great day today yay haha although I very nearly slept through bio and bp. Ok fine I dreamt through this 2 lessons haha sorry! I was really sleepy and attempted to slap myself to wake myself up haha. So! I am determined to sleep at 12 mn today to avoid sleeping in class :D
I don't want to dream through lessons lah now I don't understand anything lol.
And now I'm greatly motivated to do well for math. Shan't tell reason here, greatly private (:
MATH QUADRATIC FUNCTIONS HERE I COME ROAR.

Oh shucks lit play and HCL file isn't done yet. I shall stick to my timetable.
Look at the determination plastered on my face (or rather, in my words lol)

Lalala SP tomorrow I am going to tongue properly despite the ucler on my tongue! Gahhh. I'm going to play until my mouth becomes numb so that I can play properly roar.
Ulcers suck when you're trying to tongue, period.

Ok back to homework and studying and QUADRATIC FUNCTIONS,
sophsssss:D

*P.S trombones are ownage yay :D

Sophin is determined to sleep at 11pm today! :D
Haha too many late nights made me sacrifice lessons for dreaming.
Which is bad :x
Haha I nearly fell asleep during chem and bio :o
I didn't fall asleep for math though. Which is good! :DDD
Haha my tagboard is dead lol :D Never mind as long as my blog is not dead it's okay (:

Tomorrow morning is lower brasses combined sp i think.
Hopefully I don't screw up my tone thinking that I have a cockroach stuck in my trombone or something, then untuning myself by pulling out all the slides and trying to shake the imaginary cockroach out or something haha :D

Today was baddd. Couldn't even tongue/blow low notes properly grrr.
Never mind. Tomorrow will be better (:

Ooooooh. I shall study BSP now (:

sophsss (:

Haha hey! :D
Decided not to post about rantings, made up my mind to talk to her on Wed (:

Outing todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :DDD
Hahaha :D


At the movie candy bar counter! 8D Haha had jumbo hotdog and coke lol. Made up my mind not to eat mustard ever because it ended up looking like birdshit on my hotdog and tasted like birdshit somemore lol :D


Lol look at wenlin! Haha she and her v stupid hat haha :D


Haha the mascot v cute! Me gavin and wenlin lol :D
Joanne, as usual was the photographer (:


Me and wenlin in high heels lol can you imagine?
Haha she is still taller than me ):


Haha me wenlin gavin in sunglasses! We were trying to look like some hollywood stars lol :D
Apparently I was the only one who looked like one, tadahhhhh!


Heehee, told you I look like some hollywood star (:
Sorry I'm taitai-ing again (:


Lol dumb. Period.


Group photo wahahahaha :D
Used the timer to do it haha credits to wenlin's phoneee! :D


Haha, me and wenlin :)


Haha, me and wenlin :) to the power of twooooooooooo:D


Haha, me and wenlin :) to the power of threeeeeeeeee:D

Haha today was v fun! :D
Summary: I should go out more often :D

Credits to Joanne for photos! :D


sophsssssss

Hi people! (:

Haha synapse was awesome yesterday even though me and Grace came awfully late :D
Surprisingly WoonWei was there too haha what a coincidence:D
On the whole synapse was quite well planned and the food was fab lol, better than most camp dinners I have ever had haha. Some dinners were just ._.
Group 6! Ahahaha (: Some people in my group were just v cute and amusing haha (:

K summary of holiday homework (:

Lang Arts
-Organise LA notes lol (they're noted down in different papers i bet i cant even find them. I should get some LA notebook or something haha (: )
-LA project with Jamie taitai and crazy woman Tingyu and laopo Jiaying I think! Can't quite remember lol (:

Math
-Quadratic Functions assignment?
-Mug notes haha :D

HCL
-报章读后感 (rawr rawr rawr)
-Do more 长文缩短and选词填充zzz.

Literature
-Lit Play Draft 2! (Can't you see I'm dying trying to squeeze out a plot zzz)
-Read Caucasian Chalk Circle D:
-Squeeze out time for groupwork with nat and jy.

Chemistry
-Atomic Structure and Bonding WS
-Glue chem notes into notebook before Ms Tan checks it
(oh noooooooooooooo next term is a different teacher D: i miss ms tan alr D:)

Physics
-Hand up REFLECTION (this is stupid i forgot to hand it in on fri and i'll be late by a WEEK when i hand it in on wed grrrr)
-General Properties of Waves Assignment
-General Properties of Waves class practice


&&&&&&&&&&&& EPORTFOLIO GRRR

See hectic week + homework and mugging.
Hope I'd be able to cope with band camp from 18th-20th and BSP symposium on 21st D:
Never mind on a happy note,
MOVIE OUTING TOMORROW!
Haha ben button here i comeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Haha just a random thought,
Life does not revolve around your studies, your CCA and other commitments you might have. It is about enjoying yourself because you only live once and if you tell yourself you have tried hard enough and you really did try hard enough, it is enough. You are in your teens, a period where you should enjoy yourself and not put so much stress on yourself. Face it. You should relax when you really need to relax.
Its just some feelings I gathered about the many people before me (:

Think about the bustling in the city. Isn't it nice to stop by and think about how you've been briskily walking about like these people and do some reflections? Isn't it nicer to stop and watch the people busily walking about without a definite goal in life and just wandering about with a clique notion that education is everything?
Isn't it nicest to stop your footsteps and think about what you actually want instead of aiming for something which people around you has influenced on you?

What do you really want in your life?
Do you want to live by what others want you to be or rather, do you want to be somebody who makes a difference because you actually have dreams?

Haha yesterday went for synapse and this year's theme was DASH :D
The back of the T-Shirt, WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Which I totally agreed (:

Oh yeah on Friday this is what me and JY came up with (or rather lifted half of it from CCC),
"Quoted from Kang Jia Ying :"Do you think I shit money? No, I pee coins!"

Cute right? Me and my laopo are crazy people (:

Haha this week was okay as compared to last week lol :D
At the very least there wasn't any pop quizzes or whatever lol.

3 tests given out on friday zzz what a perfect time I'd probably be demoralized and play badly for full band after that lol.
Let's just hope that my results aren't that bad haha :D

Haha lit test back today, wasn't too bad, but yes definitely room for improvement (:
Probably the only test result I'm satisfied with lol, considering that all the others were like, mediocre? Wah stress in 3L lol all of them are like so hardworking :D

Definitely going to mug hard during mar holidays, no disappointment whatsoever next term (:

Haha hmm okay going to start finishing up my homework haha first up is lit play lol I haven't even got the whole plot done D: Haha I'm such a procrastinator lol xD

Hmm thought about a lot of stuff today and realised that I don't want to leave regrets. I don't want to be in a situation whereas I blame myself for not trying hard enough, blame myself for procrastination and slacking, blame myself for being unable to tongue properly. I want to leave behind a legacy just like what jingjie said. Even if I fail to achieve it at the very least I can tell myself "I really tried my best".

I don't want to disappoint my seniors. They put a lot of hope in us, hoping that we will get the GwH for them, trying to help us as much as possible, morning sps, afternoon sps, etcetc. I don't want them to waste their efforts in vain. I really look forward to a day when our seniors can tell us confidently that, "Hey you guys are good and ready for SYF (:" and give us a wide big radiant smile.

So I shall be very hardworking now. I want that GwH :D


Haha, emo post but its a rainbow after the great rain :D

sophsss:D

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT NEO KENG HENG IS REVIVED ON BLOGGER AND FACEBOOK LOL.

Haha yeah he tagged me :x
Quiz here :/

a) Who's the person that tagged you ?
Neo Keng Heng! (LOL)
b) Relationship between you & her ?
Partmate yeah fellow trombonist and future SL :D
c) Three impressions of her ?
Hardworking, paranoid, BFF!
d) If she becomes your enemy, you will?
Wah damn sad :x
e) What will you say to the person you like very much ?
Haha hi? (lol everyone will be a person i like very much xD)
f) Characteristic I like about myself ?
Fats! :D (Lol same as kh.)
g) Characteristic I hate about myself ?
My grades:( (Lol same as kh again)
h) For the person whom you hate, you say ?
Nothing. Keep it under wraps lol.
i) What do people feel about you ?
How I know? Lol.
j) Your crush ?
Don't have! Hahaha :D

10 people to tag (alphabetical order - too lazy who cares lah):
1. Tingyu
2. Joanne
3. Wenlin
4. Jingjie
5. Kengheng
6. Shaun
7. Rumeng
8. Jiaying
9. Jamie
10. Sihui

If 5 & 7 were together ? (Kengheng/Rumeng)
Omg noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo :/ Jie di lian leh! How can :x

Who does 5 like ? (Kengheng)
Hmm,i dont know :D

What colour does 9 like? (Jamie)
I don't know :x

Say something about 8. (Jiaying)
My laopo! :D

Who is 2 ? (Joanne)
Joanne! :D An IT-savvy friend :D

Talk about 3. (WenLin)
Crazy woman, math pro, high GPA lol.

Who is 10's best friend ? (Sihui)
I don't know:D

Who's the sexiest among all 10 ?
Of course its my laopo jiaying :D

What colour does 4 like ? (Jingjie)
Purple:D Gay colour! :D

Is 4 single ? (Jingjie)
Nope:) she's married with someone from horns but I can't remember :D

Your relationship with 1. (Tingyu)
Bitch buddy yeah? :D

Are 5 & 6 best friends ? (Kengheng/Shaun)
Eh not really. More like normal friends.

9's surname ? (Jamie)
Kee! :D

7's nickname ? (Rumeng)
Tofu!

Say something to 8. (Jiaying)
helllo:)

Say something to help 9. (Jamie)
Hurhur, lol lol lol let's taitai together! :D

Where does 1 live ? (Tingyu)
I have no idea:)

Say something to 6 when you see him / her. (Shaun)
Helllloooo come teach me math! :)

10's spouse ? (Sihui)
Idk :D


Haha done. Back to Rock Legend and article reflection yeahh :D

I'm really tired :x

Even though I haven't been practising every morning I feel tired.
Tests, exams, pop quizzes is driving me to the edge of sanity.
I feel like I'll be pushed off the cliff and into the sea of insanity.
Sigh, I'm really tired of studying like crazy and getting only mediocre marks,
tired of where my responsibilities lie,
tired of the little whatever time I have after getting back from school,
tired of procrastination,
tired of my problematic playing, tonguing, whatever you name it I have it.

I know I shouldn't be complaining since there are much more people under the same stress or even more.
I shouldn't get pissed off so easily even by little small remarks that are supposed to be not intentional.
I shouldn't be so selfish and not think of others.
I shouldn't be such a procrastinator.
I shouldn't shirk my responsibilities.

But.
I'm really freaking out.

I'm stressed I'm tired I'm going to break down soon.
I know I have to work harder but I don't have the motivation.
I know my tonguing sucks and I'm not practising.

I don't know how to describe this feeling but,
it sucks when you fall asleep in the midst of a pile of biology notes and wake up at 4am in the morning,
it sucks when you've abandoned your part mates and study for tests,
only to get marks that are not even satisfactory,
it sucks when you attempt to tongue bars 62 and 67 only to find that you just screwed it up again,
it sucks when you want to work hard and find that its difficult because you dont even have the motivation,
it sucks when you fall asleep before the TV or laptop when you've never even done that during the first 14 years of your life ever,
it just sucks when things in your life ain't going well and you know
that you are just not in control of anything.

Sigh, shall attempt to earn my marks back in Term 2, really need it.
I'm glad my chem viva went well though, at the very least I didn't screw it up or something :D
Something to be happy about finally haha :D
Urm today didn't go so well, as expected.
Mons and Fris are not expected to go well anyway :x

Never mind.
I shall listen to music and make Joanne's birthday card :D

Goodnight!
(& thank you please don't question me about my post just shut up if you think I don't want to talk to you I'm very sure you know who you are :D please have some common sense, like what Ms Tan said, "If you have common sense you won't fail your viva", I just want to tell you, "If you have common sense you will shut up" :D)

Sophin:D
30th June 1994
DHS 4L'10
DHSSB Trombones :D
DHSSC Internal Affairs '10
Wishes for happiness while starring at the skies.
Hopes very much to disintegrate holiday homework.

Tag to be linked 8D

2Cresmic!
Cresmic! Amanda Angshuang Christine Yunen Zhenting Pearl Jengteng
3L'amour!
L'amour! Joanna Ching Yun Annabelle Sherlyn Yenlin Amanda Xin Tian Swee Yee Amanda Natalie Charmaine Jamie Limin Tabitha Gerald
1Castro!
Joelle Yuru Shuwen
DHSSB
DHSSB Isabel Nicholas Gavin Roy Samantha Simin Elizabeth Yuzhen
TROMBONES
TROMBONES<3 Jingjie Sihui Chervelle Kengheng Rumeng
DHSSC!
DHSSC Beverly Binbin Chelsia Egan Felicia Florence Jessie Huihan Marcus Shaun Sheena Shuchuin Shuqi Tingwei Weijie Vivian Xintian Xingqi Yiting
DHS
Joanne

The candle is burning out ):
I must psycho myself not to fall sick ):

Haha hellooooooooo:D

Great day today yay haha although I very nearly slept through bio and bp. Ok fine I dreamt through this 2 lessons haha sorry! I was really sleepy and attempted to slap myself to wake myself up haha. So! I am determined to sleep at 12 mn today to avoid sleeping in class :D
I don't want to dream through lessons lah now I don't understand anything lol.
And now I'm greatly motivated to do well for math. Shan't tell reason here, greatly private (:
MATH QUADRATIC FUNCTIONS HERE I COME ROAR.

Oh shucks lit play and HCL file isn't done yet. I shall stick to my timetable.
Look at the determination plastered on my face (or rather, in my words lol)

Lalala SP tomorrow I am going to tongue properly despite the ucler on my tongue! Gahhh. I'm going to play until my mouth becomes numb so that I can play properly roar.
Ulcers suck when you're trying to tongue, period.

Ok back to homework and studying and QUADRATIC FUNCTIONS,
sophsssss:D

*P.S trombones are ownage yay :D

Sophin is determined to sleep at 11pm today! :D
Haha too many late nights made me sacrifice lessons for dreaming.
Which is bad :x
Haha I nearly fell asleep during chem and bio :o
I didn't fall asleep for math though. Which is good! :DDD
Haha my tagboard is dead lol :D Never mind as long as my blog is not dead it's okay (:

Tomorrow morning is lower brasses combined sp i think.
Hopefully I don't screw up my tone thinking that I have a cockroach stuck in my trombone or something, then untuning myself by pulling out all the slides and trying to shake the imaginary cockroach out or something haha :D

Today was baddd. Couldn't even tongue/blow low notes properly grrr.
Never mind. Tomorrow will be better (:

Ooooooh. I shall study BSP now (:

sophsss (:

Haha hey! :D
Decided not to post about rantings, made up my mind to talk to her on Wed (:

Outing todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :DDD
Hahaha :D


At the movie candy bar counter! 8D Haha had jumbo hotdog and coke lol. Made up my mind not to eat mustard ever because it ended up looking like birdshit on my hotdog and tasted like birdshit somemore lol :D


Lol look at wenlin! Haha she and her v stupid hat haha :D


Haha the mascot v cute! Me gavin and wenlin lol :D
Joanne, as usual was the photographer (:


Me and wenlin in high heels lol can you imagine?
Haha she is still taller than me ):


Haha me wenlin gavin in sunglasses! We were trying to look like some hollywood stars lol :D
Apparently I was the only one who looked like one, tadahhhhh!


Heehee, told you I look like some hollywood star (:
Sorry I'm taitai-ing again (:


Lol dumb. Period.


Group photo wahahahaha :D
Used the timer to do it haha credits to wenlin's phoneee! :D


Haha, me and wenlin :)


Haha, me and wenlin :) to the power of twooooooooooo:D


Haha, me and wenlin :) to the power of threeeeeeeeee:D

Haha today was v fun! :D
Summary: I should go out more often :D

Credits to Joanne for photos! :D


sophsssssss

Hi people! (:

Haha synapse was awesome yesterday even though me and Grace came awfully late :D
Surprisingly WoonWei was there too haha what a coincidence:D
On the whole synapse was quite well planned and the food was fab lol, better than most camp dinners I have ever had haha. Some dinners were just ._.
Group 6! Ahahaha (: Some people in my group were just v cute and amusing haha (:

K summary of holiday homework (:

Lang Arts
-Organise LA notes lol (they're noted down in different papers i bet i cant even find them. I should get some LA notebook or something haha (: )
-LA project with Jamie taitai and crazy woman Tingyu and laopo Jiaying I think! Can't quite remember lol (:

Math
-Quadratic Functions assignment?
-Mug notes haha :D

HCL
-报章读后感 (rawr rawr rawr)
-Do more 长文缩短and选词填充zzz.

Literature
-Lit Play Draft 2! (Can't you see I'm dying trying to squeeze out a plot zzz)
-Read Caucasian Chalk Circle D:
-Squeeze out time for groupwork with nat and jy.

Chemistry
-Atomic Structure and Bonding WS
-Glue chem notes into notebook before Ms Tan checks it
(oh noooooooooooooo next term is a different teacher D: i miss ms tan alr D:)

Physics
-Hand up REFLECTION (this is stupid i forgot to hand it in on fri and i'll be late by a WEEK when i hand it in on wed grrrr)
-General Properties of Waves Assignment
-General Properties of Waves class practice


&&&&&&&&&&&& EPORTFOLIO GRRR

See hectic week + homework and mugging.
Hope I'd be able to cope with band camp from 18th-20th and BSP symposium on 21st D:
Never mind on a happy note,
MOVIE OUTING TOMORROW!
Haha ben button here i comeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Haha just a random thought,
Life does not revolve around your studies, your CCA and other commitments you might have. It is about enjoying yourself because you only live once and if you tell yourself you have tried hard enough and you really did try hard enough, it is enough. You are in your teens, a period where you should enjoy yourself and not put so much stress on yourself. Face it. You should relax when you really need to relax.
Its just some feelings I gathered about the many people before me (:

Think about the bustling in the city. Isn't it nice to stop by and think about how you've been briskily walking about like these people and do some reflections? Isn't it nicer to stop and watch the people busily walking about without a definite goal in life and just wandering about with a clique notion that education is everything?
Isn't it nicest to stop your footsteps and think about what you actually want instead of aiming for something which people around you has influenced on you?

What do you really want in your life?
Do you want to live by what others want you to be or rather, do you want to be somebody who makes a difference because you actually have dreams?

Haha yesterday went for synapse and this year's theme was DASH :D
The back of the T-Shirt, WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Which I totally agreed (:

Oh yeah on Friday this is what me and JY came up with (or rather lifted half of it from CCC),
"Quoted from Kang Jia Ying :"Do you think I shit money? No, I pee coins!"

Cute right? Me and my laopo are crazy people (:

Haha this week was okay as compared to last week lol :D
At the very least there wasn't any pop quizzes or whatever lol.

3 tests given out on friday zzz what a perfect time I'd probably be demoralized and play badly for full band after that lol.
Let's just hope that my results aren't that bad haha :D

Haha lit test back today, wasn't too bad, but yes definitely room for improvement (:
Probably the only test result I'm satisfied with lol, considering that all the others were like, mediocre? Wah stress in 3L lol all of them are like so hardworking :D

Definitely going to mug hard during mar holidays, no disappointment whatsoever next term (:

Haha hmm okay going to start finishing up my homework haha first up is lit play lol I haven't even got the whole plot done D: Haha I'm such a procrastinator lol xD

Hmm thought about a lot of stuff today and realised that I don't want to leave regrets. I don't want to be in a situation whereas I blame myself for not trying hard enough, blame myself for procrastination and slacking, blame myself for being unable to tongue properly. I want to leave behind a legacy just like what jingjie said. Even if I fail to achieve it at the very least I can tell myself "I really tried my best".

I don't want to disappoint my seniors. They put a lot of hope in us, hoping that we will get the GwH for them, trying to help us as much as possible, morning sps, afternoon sps, etcetc. I don't want them to waste their efforts in vain. I really look forward to a day when our seniors can tell us confidently that, "Hey you guys are good and ready for SYF (:" and give us a wide big radiant smile.

So I shall be very hardworking now. I want that GwH :D


Haha, emo post but its a rainbow after the great rain :D

sophsss:D

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT NEO KENG HENG IS REVIVED ON BLOGGER AND FACEBOOK LOL.

Haha yeah he tagged me :x
Quiz here :/

a) Who's the person that tagged you ?
Neo Keng Heng! (LOL)
b) Relationship between you & her ?
Partmate yeah fellow trombonist and future SL :D
c) Three impressions of her ?
Hardworking, paranoid, BFF!
d) If she becomes your enemy, you will?
Wah damn sad :x
e) What will you say to the person you like very much ?
Haha hi? (lol everyone will be a person i like very much xD)
f) Characteristic I like about myself ?
Fats! :D (Lol same as kh.)
g) Characteristic I hate about myself ?
My grades:( (Lol same as kh again)
h) For the person whom you hate, you say ?
Nothing. Keep it under wraps lol.
i) What do people feel about you ?
How I know? Lol.
j) Your crush ?
Don't have! Hahaha :D

10 people to tag (alphabetical order - too lazy who cares lah):
1. Tingyu
2. Joanne
3. Wenlin
4. Jingjie
5. Kengheng
6. Shaun
7. Rumeng
8. Jiaying
9. Jamie
10. Sihui

If 5 & 7 were together ? (Kengheng/Rumeng)
Omg noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo :/ Jie di lian leh! How can :x

Who does 5 like ? (Kengheng)
Hmm,i dont know :D

What colour does 9 like? (Jamie)
I don't know :x

Say something about 8. (Jiaying)
My laopo! :D

Who is 2 ? (Joanne)
Joanne! :D An IT-savvy friend :D

Talk about 3. (WenLin)
Crazy woman, math pro, high GPA lol.

Who is 10's best friend ? (Sihui)
I don't know:D

Who's the sexiest among all 10 ?
Of course its my laopo jiaying :D

What colour does 4 like ? (Jingjie)
Purple:D Gay colour! :D

Is 4 single ? (Jingjie)
Nope:) she's married with someone from horns but I can't remember :D

Your relationship with 1. (Tingyu)
Bitch buddy yeah? :D

Are 5 & 6 best friends ? (Kengheng/Shaun)
Eh not really. More like normal friends.

9's surname ? (Jamie)
Kee! :D

7's nickname ? (Rumeng)
Tofu!

Say something to 8. (Jiaying)
helllo:)

Say something to help 9. (Jamie)
Hurhur, lol lol lol let's taitai together! :D

Where does 1 live ? (Tingyu)
I have no idea:)

Say something to 6 when you see him / her. (Shaun)
Helllloooo come teach me math! :)

10's spouse ? (Sihui)
Idk :D


Haha done. Back to Rock Legend and article reflection yeahh :D

I'm really tired :x

Even though I haven't been practising every morning I feel tired.
Tests, exams, pop quizzes is driving me to the edge of sanity.
I feel like I'll be pushed off the cliff and into the sea of insanity.
Sigh, I'm really tired of studying like crazy and getting only mediocre marks,
tired of where my responsibilities lie,
tired of the little whatever time I have after getting back from school,
tired of procrastination,
tired of my problematic playing, tonguing, whatever you name it I have it.

I know I shouldn't be complaining since there are much more people under the same stress or even more.
I shouldn't get pissed off so easily even by little small remarks that are supposed to be not intentional.
I shouldn't be so selfish and not think of others.
I shouldn't be such a procrastinator.
I shouldn't shirk my responsibilities.

But.
I'm really freaking out.

I'm stressed I'm tired I'm going to break down soon.
I know I have to work harder but I don't have the motivation.
I know my tonguing sucks and I'm not practising.

I don't know how to describe this feeling but,
it sucks when you fall asleep in the midst of a pile of biology notes and wake up at 4am in the morning,
it sucks when you've abandoned your part mates and study for tests,
only to get marks that are not even satisfactory,
it sucks when you attempt to tongue bars 62 and 67 only to find that you just screwed it up again,
it sucks when you want to work hard and find that its difficult because you dont even have the motivation,
it sucks when you fall asleep before the TV or laptop when you've never even done that during the first 14 years of your life ever,
it just sucks when things in your life ain't going well and you know
that you are just not in control of anything.

Sigh, shall attempt to earn my marks back in Term 2, really need it.
I'm glad my chem viva went well though, at the very least I didn't screw it up or something :D
Something to be happy about finally haha :D
Urm today didn't go so well, as expected.
Mons and Fris are not expected to go well anyway :x

Never mind.
I shall listen to music and make Joanne's birthday card :D

Goodnight!
(& thank you please don't question me about my post just shut up if you think I don't want to talk to you I'm very sure you know who you are :D please have some common sense, like what Ms Tan said, "If you have common sense you won't fail your viva", I just want to tell you, "If you have common sense you will shut up" :D)