Monday, December 21, 2009
9:47 PM ●

Feeling really down right now.
A lot of stuff has just been sinking in right during and right after band camp and I am not coping well with it.
My brain tells me to get rid of the sickeningly horrible inferior feeling but my heart continues feeling that way.
I don't know why I'm having feelings like this but it just sinks in whenever I think of it.
And the worse thing is, the harder I try to get rid of the feeling it just appears more and more prominent to me.
Never mind, things will work out on its own somehow.
Off to think more and hopefully get rid of the inferiority.
Bye.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )